Catherine

my resolve is fading my drive is gone doubt is filling me every inch of me what if i don't want this anymore? does he even want it anymore?

I look like a lobster with frizzy puffball hair. I love this (well except for the sunburn part) I love... not doing my hair and just letting the humidity take control not wearing makeup talking about alicias wedding not knowing what time it is feeling the sand between my toes poking a huge dead jellyfish snuggling with my mom playing with a sweet dog named hershey eating cereal waking up at 8:30am on my own going to bed before 1 am being served vodka and lemonade and just enjoying it being treated as an adult realizing that my dad hasn't done "work" for 2 days and being so proud of him watching brothers and sisters interact in different families listening to calebs limericks being so cold in the water that i can't feel my feet not going to class sunshine!