escape

8:42 AM Edit This 0 Comments »
I just had one of the best weekends. Me and the Steves drove out to Chicago to visit Mike. The timing was perfect, me and Burt have had a rough 2 weeks, so just being able to get away from each other and just be with my friends was awesome. We went bowling, golfing (who knew I wasn't as bad at that as I thought), shopping, we walked around the city, went to a Cubs game, watched movies and ate tons of food. AND Mike told us he was coming back to ISU next semester :) hooray! Those guys are just, awesome. I love being friends with them, because I feel like with them the love is so much more forgiving. I love those guys, they were my rocks last semester and I'll always love them for the support and love they gave/give me. So here comes a week of busy, followed by 2 more weeks of busy. I hate finals. Then summer! Which means 3 classes and work. At least a have a family vaca to look forward to and some more road trips. *sigh*

understand

10:47 PM Edit This 0 Comments »
I wonder if he really understands. If he really appreciates everything that I do for him. Everything that I did for him. How hard last semester was for me. Just one thing on top of the other, it was one of the hardest times in my life. I just wish he would appreciate me for it. I'm glad I'm going to Chicago this weekend with my brothers. It will be nice to get away. Everything was going so great too. Ugh.